Well, I had a mixed day today. Those who know me well will know that my priority (and these days, the majority of my time) is my singing/acting.
I had an audition for a role which was... fairly removed from any obvious casting I was likely to play. I gave it my best. I know I impressed them. The casting director was almost apologetic that he couldn't offer me a role because it was a good audition but there was no role that I can play.
However, as an actress, I have spent pretty much three years employed continuously (and not by the same employer), this is a feat in itself, (in the current environment) so I can't beat myself up about one casting that I knew I wasn't likely to get!
On the other hand, I visited my agents and feel much better about my relationship with them.
And then...
I got home and found out that one of my images (taken by me, not of me) is being used (well, about to be) as the signature image for a fairly large and reputable travel company, as the front and back page of their brochure for 2010! As well as lots of their advertising throughout 2010.
I realise that many photographers would die for this opportunity, and I am SO pleased that I am privileged to be in this position!
There are very few people who are able to get their head around what it means to be an artist - what it means is that you will put your all into whatever artistic endeavor allows itself to you at the time.
I have separated my identities here on dA because my acting career will not allow me to have a sideline as a model, and so I have to keep my names separate. I also struggled to make my identity as a model identify with my identity behind the lens as a photographer. I hate to be pigeon-holed, and I do NOT separate my identities because I personally believe there is anything wrong with any of the artistic endeavours I pursue. However, there are those who insist on pigeon-holing, and it will never be OK that I have several different (and sometimes conflicting) guises. It is for those people that I change my name.
However, right now, I am proud that MY PHOTOGRAPH has been used commercially. And here it is, on my other profile:
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